To: IhitE
From: Wendimish
Subject:
Wey, ahun gena CHewatawun
ameTashiw. I was afraid that we were going to continue on the path that
we started. It was quite taxing to talk about something that was personal, and
maybe I should do it more often. I just don't know how much good it does to
unravel personal things.
Anyway, I'll try to answer
your questions starting from the lightest on. I'll try not to be so defensive
(as some of your questions are tinish accusatory, but I'll blame
that on perception. Ye CHewa TyaqEwech endhonu wosdachewalehu),
but if I do, I apologize as this has been quite an interesting week (more to
follow on this after the questions).
1. How are you?
I'm fine Egzer
yemesgen.
2. How's everything?
Everything is everything.
3. What's your favorite
color (colour)?
Blue (but not Tar
Heel blue...yeesh!) I have been told that about 90% of people say the same thing.
4. Who do you hang out with?
Anybody that's willing
to put up with me. I put my friends in different categories (bar friends, work
friends, regular friends, Sunday night dinner friends, etc.) and deal with them
in those scenarios and not let them intermingle.
5. What do you do when
you go out?
Dinner, movies, dance,
drinks, etc. I guess everything that normal people do when they go out. I'm
also involved in the church and hang out with the priest from time to time.
6. What's your favorite
movie?
Ahh, there's too many.
But Malcom X (and most of Denzels movies minus Fallen),
Pulp Fiction (and most of Samuel Jackson movies), Godfather (of
course), As Good As It Gets (and most of Helen Hunt movies), A Night
Falls In Manahttan, Snatch, and Heat (and ALL of De Niro/Pacino movies)
come to mind.
7. What's your favorite
beer?
I flip flop between
Bass and Guinness (if they have a good tap). By the by, the first time I had
Bass was when I came to watch your school play football. I wonder if it's because
it reminds me of that moment? Something to chew on for the ages.
8. How often do you drink?
I assume you mean
beer. In this regards, I try to follow doctors rules strictly (two beers
a day). When they came up with that study (although there's a debate whether
they said wine or alcohol), it was a great day. On the weekends and extra-ordinary
weeks, I tend to have a couple more than the recommended dosage.
9. What's the happiest
moment of your life?
It's a tie. The weekend
I spent with dad at the monastery and the plane flight from the mother country,
soaring through the sky validated my desire to be a pilot.
10. What would you do over
if you could?
Really, I don't know.
I'm quite happy where I'm at...family around, good job, good friends, decent
accommodations, etc. Although, every time I visit my mechanic I wish I had studied
cars. I think I'm single handedly paying for his kid's Harvard education.
11. What is something that
I never told anybody?
I never talk about
my sex life...just completely out of the question or how much I make/spend.
12. Is it all a secret?
Nope, it's not all
a secret. I don't talk about how much money I make or how much I spend on things
(I feel guilty spending that much money on personal items when there's homeless
people, cancer, etc..) and sex life. I don't think it's anybody's business.
I don't like to be forced to "volunteer" information, but mostly I don't talk
because I don't like to waste the listener's time with trivia. Now if you ask
me any question, I'll answer it to the best of my effort or if I don't think
it will start an argument or deal with other people's shortcomings.
13. Why do we fight?
I think you're right
about the control issues. But I think theres another component to it as
well. I guess I put up with different things from the older siblings, in regards
to them ordering me around and getting me to do stuff for them. You see that
and expect the same thing, whereas I think that it should be the reverse and
things start to escalate. In regards to me controlling everything, youre
right about that as well. A lot of times, I prefer to be by myself and provide
for myself. But other than the TV, I dont think I demand to control anything
at home or anybody elses action. I get a little frustrated when everybody
makes suggestions on what I should do. As far as gebeta is involved,
if Im not hungry, I dont eat and I dont meqreb.
Why does it upset you that I dont eat with you so much? I have the same
discussions with mom, but she doesnt understand why anybody wants to eat
by himself/herself and I dont see why we all should eat together all the
time.
As far as the compromise,
I do what I think is important. And yes youre right, theres no negotiation.
Usually, for good or bad, once I make up my mind, its a done deal. I have
a hard time expressing myself as well, so I think itll be a waste of time
trying to talk about it, so it ends up me saying "because I said so!".
But as long as we fight about "trivial" stuff, I think were
okay. We just have to be careful not to have the "trivial" stuff escalate
to a point and make us say "aynish/aynih lafer" situation.
Just look at mom and her siblings. Everything escalated to a point where they
had to involve lawyers.
Having said that let me
explain why this week has been quite extra- ordinary. The beginning of this
week, I took mom to her doctors appointment. There were a couple of situations
that arose and we exchanged a couple of words. Mostly me. Maybe I shouldnt
have been that upset, but I was and it kinda ruined the day basically. Then
the next day my boss CHra awTita, qend abqila TebekechiN. It was
quite a struggle to be around her and be calm while she was going off and throwing
a temper tantrum about everything that needed to be done. I had to use some
of the Tebel from Abbas house to calm her down and make
her a decent human being again. THEN, if thats not enough, one day after
work I was talking to this one girl that Id been talking to, and that
didnt quite turn out so well. She ended up with "yiblaN lenatih,
yagebachihis tfetahalech". You know me, I dont play
that, so I retorted with "endafish yaregew" (not for
the divorce, but egzer dbn argo aqaTlo endibelat enji), paid for
taxi cab and sent her home.
Anyway, I guess I better
conclude with this. I hope you enjoyed this one and continue to have more of
the "lighter" side of the conversation. But I know if its too
light, the Seleda rep will not like it so much. Ende TrE sga anTeltilew
yeqorariTutal.
Ewnetegna yanchiew
(yours truly),
Wendimish.